Oh, the ridiculous unnecessary pressures my Small Intestine official can put me under!
Yesterday I travelled by train to
not something requiring much mental exertions, one would think. But with every train journey I take comes the
moment as I walk along the platform when I have to decide whether I want to
head for the carriage with the quiet zone, and opt for a journey theoretically
free of people talking loudly on their mobiles, or just sit in an ordinary
carriage and suffer. As everybody now
probably knows, I absolutely hate mobile phones, however necessary they have
become, not only because of the complete disregard for other people their
owners show, but also because they are increasingly cutting people physically
off from contact with one another - ironically, because they are intended to do
just the opposite. So do I suffer a
journey interrupted by the endless pinging of mobile phones, and forced to
listen to conversations I have absolutely no interest in, or do I sit in a
carriage in peaceful silence? Salisbury
Except it is rarely silent, I have found. What usually happens is that somebody, finding that there are more seats available here than elsewhere, plonks themselves down without seeing where they are sitting, and immediately switches on their phone. Then there comes the moment when I look round to see if any other occupant is as annoyed as I am, which they, surprisingly, rarely are. So I am forced yet again to gesture to the signs on the window, to be greeted usually, not by an apology, but by irritation, with the speaker either hurriedly grabbing his/her bags to go to another carriage or walking through the carriage to the area beyond the door still talking loudly.
And this may happen not once but twice during a journey. And if it doesn’t happen, then at every station along the route, as new passengers come, in I tense myself for another such encounter. What an utter waste of my energy! Wouldn’t it be far better for me, plagued as I am with bad hearing, just to turn off both hearing aids and sit in utter silence wherever I choose? But I know that when I take my next train journey, I will go through the same rigmarole.
It is on occasions like this that I would love to be any other element than Inner Fire, so that I could allow my poor Small Intestine simply to relax and enjoy the journey, rather wasting so much time sorting things out in such an unsatisfactory way. But sadly, I often think, it can never truly relax, as it sifts and sorts, sifts and sorts, to protect the Heart.